Goodbye (10/20/10)

Verse
These days
I haven't been sleeping,
Thinking about the past,
And all the things un-rested

All the memories,
All the good times...
All the things we left unmentioned...
Back then...

Every time I look back,
I find myself falling back to the past.
All I wanted was to forget all we had.

Chorus
This is me making peace with the past
Apologizing for every wrong word said
I'm sorry...
And every fight that had its complications
All the one's that I caused
All the times...
This is me saying sorry
And goodbye to you...

Verse
This time,
I'm waking up smiling,
Thinking about the closure,
All my wounds healing...

The bad parts,
The dark holes,
The places with the band aid,
Peeling...

Back then,
All I wanted was to be your friend.
Right now, all I want is for this to end.

Chorus

Bridge:
All I want is for us to settle this
To make things right,
Instead of leading things on..
To settle things that were unclear

I don't regret anything
Sometimes I wish things were different
And at night I wish I could turn the clock around
Change how things played out...
But then I wouldn't be who I am today...
So...

Chorus
Goodbye...
Finally moving on ahead...
Goodbye...
To broken, torn down memories
Goodbye...